The Polaroid Book

2012-01-27T16:37:00.001+08:00

Looking forward to a holiday at the end of the year!

Time to be a stingy little bitch and save.

2012-01-26T10:31:00.002+08:00

Feels good to have a car,

and a ride.

Miss random ECP nights,

staring at the pretty lights ahead of us.

And I put my pbf into good use

(Y)

I still believe that 9gag posts valid (and real) world issues.

2012-01-23T20:57:00.002+08:00

2012-01-22T23:28:00.002+08:00

Some times I wanna buy,

yet I wanna save.

Hell,

I'm considering to spend £11.56 on eyeliner + body scrub,

and a MAC eyeliner costs more than that amount.

2012-01-22T08:52:00.004+08:00

I apologize for being terribly bitchy now,

but shouldn't the purpose of modeling be to MODEL the clothes?

I don't think having your hair cover half the design on the front counts as modeling the clothes.

I'm interested in the clothes girl,

not your amazing, luscious mane.

On the brighter side,

movie marathon tonight!

2012-01-20T23:04:00.001+08:00

You give me such a rush.

Say hello,
goodbye.

All the time I wasted on you,
all the bullshit you put me through.

(L)

2012-01-20T23:03:00.001+08:00

I've never been so tired just counting.

Primary school maths put into good use.
YAY

2012-01-20T19:49:00.001+08:00

UOL Challenge Shield tee + FBTs + slippers + flower backpack for work
(Y)

2012-01-19T12:48:00.001+08:00

Useless ranting post,
but it is super annoying.

Adults say that our generation is rude, self centered and spoilt.

But when I look at them,
they're exceptionally inconsiderate and even more self centered.

The simplest thing,
we give up our seats to those waiting when we're done eating,
but they sit and rot their asses off when there are people around.

Staring at them.

2012-01-15T21:43:00.001+08:00

'If someone wants to be part of your life,
they'll be there.

So don't bother saving a spot for someone who won't make an effort to stay.'

2012-01-15T21:22:00.001+08:00

2012-01-15T19:13:00.001+08:00

I think we grow up too fast in this time and age,
without being able to live and enjoy each day.

I'm gonna remember.

Live day by day,
live free,
live happy.

2012-01-15T19:07:00.001+08:00

Been some time since I laughed that much and sincerely.

Tough, crazy week.

2012-01-15T09:13:00.001+08:00

MBS,

success.

(L)

2012-01-14T09:55:00.002+08:00

Spontaneous meetup + pool day!

This is what makes life fun and happy.

Too much shit making me heavy ladden.

Figuratively,

but could be literally too.

I'll see if I shit after this cup of milk.

(head shake)

2012-01-14T02:06:00.001+08:00

I'm trying,
and youknowwhat,
I don't think you're giving me the chance.

MFBSOAB

2012-01-13T23:14:00.002+08:00

Quiet,

uneventful Friday night,

but it's those small little moments that count and make me happy.

(L)

'Picnic-ed' in our van-dot dubbed 'hardworking POA class' (except for Ponner-Denise) with Van.

Amusing to see her inability to multi-task.

HAHA

Meaningful bus ride + walk-back-home conversation with JunKai.

Thankyou

I think it could be because he thinks my skirt is short,

thus the walk-back-home.

HAHA

He said this small little thing that gave me hope.

I was this close to hugging him for a grateful thankyou,

but lyka A W K W A R D.

And,

ohkay lars,

sheldon-guy is better looking after pageant.

Must be the free tanning/makeup?/hairstyling he won.

HAHA

Was THIS close to a ride home.

2012-01-13T15:27:00.001+08:00

"You can't stay in your corner of the forest waiting for others to come to you.

You have to go to them sometimes"

- Winnie the Pooh

Someone tell me what to do when you go to them,

but they don't respond.

2012-01-13T15:16:00.001+08:00

I wish I could say it was the same.

2012-01-13T15:05:00.002+08:00

On a side note,

can't wait for Anand to be back!

He has to meet Su.

2012-01-13T15:03:00.002+08:00

Youknow,

when you make time for someone who means a lot to you,

and it's a one-sided affair.

Good job!

2012-01-12T03:54:00.001+08:00

I believe if I drink more,
my liver will fail,
and it could be a faster way to die.

2012-01-12T03:51:00.001+08:00

You make me wanna slap your face real good.

2012-01-12T02:52:00.000+08:00

'I'll break down your barriers',

a true friend told me that.

2012-01-12T02:49:00.001+08:00

UGHHH

I could possibly destroy something now.

2012-01-12T02:42:00.002+08:00

W T F

Thanks so much.

2012-01-10T14:46:00.001+08:00

Soft kitty, warm kitty,
little ball of fur.

Happy kitty, sleepy kitty,
purr, purr, purr.

2012-01-08T15:59:00.001+08:00

Yellow diamonds in the light,
and we're standing side by side.
As your shadow crosses mine,
what it takes to come alive.

2012-01-08T00:21:00.001+08:00

I could like you,
but it takes more than feelings for me to love you.

2012-01-08T00:11:00.001+08:00

We found love in a hopeless place.

2012-01-06T13:27:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to develop an overwhelming love for chocolate.

FML

2012-01-01T11:40:00.001+08:00

Resolutions.

1)
2)

2012-01-01T11:39:00.001+08:00

I don't know if this year is gonna be good.

Happy New Year gaise
(:

2011-12-20T11:07:00.001+08:00

I am trying not to be bothered,
but it's the cause of this downhill,
dangerously-close dependency on alcohol to numb everything.

It's like I'm not good enough anymore.

Thankyou for making me feel that way,
friends.

2011-12-18T22:28:00.002+08:00

You may seem emotionless,

you may not have the right words at the right time,

but I'm liking how you make me smile.

So this is to hoping things would work,

like you want.

Cause it isn't you,

it's me.

2011-12-15T11:03:00.003+08:00

Some times,

or most of the time I just want to brush everything away,

leave everything behind and start all over again some place new.

I can dream,

right?

I mean,

(apart from finances)

nothing and no one is holding me back.

2011-12-11T20:20:00.000+08:00

Say,

WHATCHAAA SAYYY~

2011-12-11T10:28:00.001+08:00

2011-12-08T23:06:00.001+08:00

I miss my best friend
):

2011-12-07T18:11:00.001+08:00

Shopping for you has turned into shopping for me.

What to get a baby boy?

2011-12-06T17:36:00.003+08:00

You know those moments you play back that makes you smile when you're down?

Yeah,

it's been 20years but I don't quite seem to have much of those.

Let's just stick to sparkles and glitter making me happy I guess.

And you know those 'stupid' high school relationships you have,

that supposedly made you overjoyed and have every moment etched in your mind?

Bullshit.

2011-12-04T20:55:00.001+08:00

One of those moments:
Mom telling me we actually have taboo

2011-12-04T20:43:00.001+08:00

Right now,
I'm wondering what you're doing.

Spizza take-out dinner?
Dinner with colleagues?

2011-12-04T18:39:00.001+08:00

I know I'm guilty of it,
but some times I wish you knew what was in front of you.

I'm not perfect,
but I know I'll try my best to be there.

Appreciation would be good?

2011-12-04T09:48:00.001+08:00

Some times I wish I was married so I wouldn't have to live through this part of life.

It gives me the courage to trust that there's someone believing and emotionally supporting me.

2011-11-29T23:14:00.001+08:00

Even if it was a simple hello,
even if you'll have made used of me.

Yeah,
if it was that simple.

2011-11-29T23:10:00.001+08:00

I need a walk.

I think about you,
and I push those thoughts away.

I actually do miss you.

For the record,
I still am amazed by you.

2011-11-26T01:22:00.001+08:00

Thank you for being beside me,
thank you for hearing me,
thank you for understanding,
thank you for sharing,
thank you for the support,
thank you for not judging,
thank you for being a friend,
thank you for being a bro,
thank you for being the one there at 4am.

2011-11-23T20:40:00.001+08:00

And I nearly died.

2011-11-23T16:33:00.001+08:00

I've been feeling like fuck,
I've been hurt.

I know I'm not suppose to give in to these emotions,
but acting like every day was the best day ever,
giving 'textbook replies'?

It's tiring.

2011-11-22T00:39:00.001+08:00

You should be tired,
cause you've been running through my mind.

2011-11-19T23:58:00.001+08:00

I don't wanna grow up,
wish I've never grown up,
it could still be simple.

2011-11-19T20:38:00.001+08:00

Some times you just want someone beside you.

Not someone to be with you,

but beside.

There is a huge difference,

and some times I wish it was you.

2011-11-18T18:07:00.001+08:00

Decided to be a good daughter and buy something for my mom,
instead of taboo.

I feel good

HAHA

2011-11-16T01:12:00.001+08:00

You can only move as fast as the person in front of you.

2011-11-16T01:00:00.001+08:00

Please don't be in love with someone else,
please don't have someone waiting on you.

I know you lack both,
I hope.

Sure,
I talk gibberish when I'm with you,
but you amaze me.

I like that you know what you're doing and what you want.

BUT.

2011-11-16T00:53:00.001+08:00

Wonderstruck

2011-11-13T00:27:00.001+08:00

Fairy lights make me comfortable and at home,
yet they bring a sense of nostalgia and make me feel like shit.

2011-11-13T00:05:00.001+08:00

Some times I dislike being with people,
but it sucks when I look at you and it makes me feel like I'm being replaced.

2011-11-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

11:11 11/11/11

I should have wished for a sexy back

LOL,

just realized the irony.

Vera Wang Fall 2011/Spring 2012

2011-11-12T20:51:00.003+08:00

THIS is going to be my wedding gown

(the one above mind you)

verawang

2011-11-12T12:25:00.001+08:00

I want taboo!

And a round of it of course.

2011-11-08T01:51:00.002+08:00

fuckyeahskinnybitch/vanityteengers

2011-11-08T01:50:00.000+08:00

Come and try to tear me down,

I will be rising from the ground,

like a skyscraper.

2011-11-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

Fuck this,

I'm getting an iPad,

and all that fancy news apps.

2011-11-07T21:57:00.002+08:00

So,

I wish I could be wearing pretty dresses everyday.

With sky-high heels.

Sounds like it's when I start working.

2011-11-06T00:41:00.001+08:00

This is a crazy thought,
with a crazy feeling that I don't wish to entertain.

But,
it makes me feel good.

It's quite screwed up.

2011-11-01T19:20:00.001+08:00

Sit on a swing,

stare up at the sky,

see where your heart swings.

2011-10-27T12:44:00.001+08:00

5 piece meatballs + daim cake

(L)

2011-10-25T12:55:00.000+08:00

Would it be okay to lean on you?
With concern, that wrinkled sincerity unfolds in front of me
Thank you, thank you
Conveying my simple, thankful honesty

2011-10-25T12:37:00.000+08:00

So much to do,

so little time.

2011-10-23T13:55:00.001+08:00

I miss you.

Wish you came back

2011-10-21T13:20:00.001+08:00

Feel like heading to Prelude

2011-10-16T00:39:00.001+08:00

Hummingbird heartbeat
(L)

2011-10-15T11:25:00.002+08:00

I wish,

but I know it'll stay this way.

Other times,

it's like there's something.

2011-10-14T12:59:00.001+08:00

Now I know you're there even at 2am,

and I'll be there.

2011-10-12T12:26:00.002+08:00

Memories stay as the past right?

They don't hold significance or emotions.

I get it.

2011-10-12T12:23:00.000+08:00

Contrary to beliefs.

2011-10-12T01:35:00.001+08:00

This is goodbye.

2011-10-10T16:56:00.002+08:00

If only life gave dramas with better outcomes.

Flying off to work soon,

and I'm wondering what keeps me sane here.

2011-10-10T16:41:00.002+08:00

Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something,

loved something,

lost something.

2011-10-09T13:04:00.000+08:00

When life is shitty,
and I don't know what to eat.

(L)

2011-10-08T16:13:00.000+08:00

I am sick and tired of this,

believe it or not.

2011-10-08T15:57:00.000+08:00

I wish I was who I was 3 years ago.

2011-10-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

I have a major crush on this topshop model.

I adore the attitude she's giving out,

and her hair.

(L)

2011-10-06T22:05:00.001+08:00

Whatever the hell.

2011-10-05T20:14:00.001+08:00

Some times I don't need you to say anything,
I just need your presence,
cause I don't want to be alone.

2011-10-03T22:49:00.001+08:00

2011-10-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

This is selfish,

but I can't let anyone hurt me.

2011-10-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

So near yet so far.

2011-10-02T23:15:00.001+08:00

Being 20 and pregnant isn't a social norm,
but I respect those who go against it and do not hide in the shadows.

2011-10-01T22:19:00.001+08:00

So tonight I'm going to try and sleep early.

I don't know if that's possible,
but I'm giving it a shot.

2011-09-30T13:36:00.001+08:00

What defines me.

2011-09-30T13:26:00.001+08:00

Today,

I found out McDonalds sells ice cream after 0800hrs.

You can't get McDonalds ice cream at 0500hrs.

2011-09-30T02:18:00.003+08:00

You've always had 'the bag you want to be seen with' and 'the bag you really like but don't really want to be seen with'.

What happens when you find a bag you want to be seen with and really like?

2011-09-29T13:03:00.001+08:00

Hate it when you wish someone would turn out differently,

only to be disappointed that they'll be that piece of ugly crap most of their lives.

2011-09-29T12:50:00.004+08:00

weheartit

2011-09-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

Why not take a deep breath,

and recall what defines you.

2011-09-27T23:08:00.001+08:00

When the most unsuspecting person comforts you.

2011-09-26T23:45:00.001+08:00

Friends who like each other at all the wrong times.